I guess I have known for a while how hard it would be to eat after I got that small laminated list the held all the foods I could no longer have. For a long time I ignored the ones I didn't like- the foods I liked enough to suffer for- only obeying the small colored sheet when it served me, and paid the price.
I have realized recently that this cannot continue, and am facing the reality of a life without some of the ingredients that make up...most foods. When I add to it the foods I want to limit in my diet it seems like I have no real choices left.
Here is my list.
Cannot have
Oats (which I had a serious love affair with most of my childhood)
Mushrooms
Stay away from. If you eat these, you will pay.
Banana (which puts a kink in my much loved and cherished Banana Pineapple milkshakes)
Basil
Bay Leaf
Broccoli (which most people would not mourn, but I have always loved)
Cabbage
Caffeine (which I mourned a little, but do not really miss anymore)
Coffee (which I never drank, so no biggie)
FD&C Blue #2 (a dye used in a lot of stuff, including medications)
Yellow #5 (see above)
Green Pea
Green Pepper (this includes all Bell Peppers)
Millet
Mustard (used in an amazing amount of premade items)
Onion (see above. Any spice you get, it seems, has this in it. Plus, most recipes call for this and do not taste good without it.)
Oregano (with this AND Basil on the list, most of my favorite Italian foods are off the menu)
Polysorbate 80 (used in a lot of premade foods and also medications and other non-food items, a real bugger to avoid)
Sesame (finding this in all sorts of surprising places)
Soybean (also in everything under the sun)
Spelt
Watermelon (seriously? Watermelon? Why??)
Things I am trying to limit, but can still have
Milk
Egg
Other animal proteins
So, lets say you want veggie dip...hmm...has onion, polysorbate 80, milk....OK, lets make some from scratch. What sort of recipes can we find? Hmm...they call for yogurt, sour cream, or mayo. Well, yorgurt and sour cream are out. I wonder what is in mayo? Eggs. OK, what about Miracle Whip? Second thing on the list is Soybean oil.
Next step: Make my own mayo. I manage to find a recipe that does not use eggs/milk/soy and am pretty excited! However, it calls for Tahini. I have never heard of this before, so I google it to see where to buy it. Lo and Behold, Tahini is Sesame paste. So that is out.
Backup plan: Find a substitute for Tahini. Most are other variations of sesame, but google pulls though and I manage to find that using roasted sunflower seeds would work- as a Tahini substitute. I have *no* idea if it will work in the recipe though.
If anyone is brave enough to give it a try, here it is:
Egg-free Lactose-free Soy-free Mustard-free Sesame-free Mayo
Choose
your favorite, best tasting extra virgin olive oil for this recipe.
It really makes a difference. You can use your favorite clean tasting
vinegar for the acid, or use fresh lemon juice. And if mustard is not
a problem for you, add a half teaspoon or so of prepared mustard, to
taste.
You'll
need:
1-2 tablespoons chilled organic raw Tahini Substitute (see below)
2-3
tablespoons clean tasting apple cider vinegar or lemon juice
3-6
tablespoon cold plain rice, nut or hemp milk
1-2
teaspoons honey or raw agave nectar, to taste
1/4
to 1/2 teaspoon sea salt
1/4
teaspoon paprika
1/4
teaspoon xanthan gum
½
cup Extra Virgin Olive Oil
Optional:
a dab of your favorite mustard, to taste
This
recipe is a flexible template. Start with the lesser amounts and add
a little more if you need to adjust thickness or taste.
In
a small mixing bowl (or food processor) place
1 tablespoon of the raw tahini, 2 tablespoons vinegar or lemon juice,
3 tablespoons non-dairy milk, sea salt, paprika, xanthan gum and
mustard, if using; beat/process to combine (I used a good hand
mixer).
While
the mixer or processor is running, start pouring the olive oil into
the bowl in a thin, steady stream. After you have added all the oil,
do a quick taste test to see if it needs more salt, acid or
sweetness. Continue to beat or process until the mixture gets creamy
and starts to thicken.
Here's
the tricky part- you want it to emulsify and thicken but if you beat
it too long, it can fall apart. When in doubt, stop the beating and
check it. It will not be as thick and gelatinous as commercial mayo-
more like a thick, creamy salad dressing.
If
you have trouble getting it to thicken try drizzling in more vinegar
or lemon juice. Or more mustard. That usually brings it around rather
quickly.
Chilling
it also thickens it, one reason (besides flavor) I use a good extra
virgin olive oil in my mayo. Extra virgin olive oil is a
heart-healthy monosaturated fat that becomes semi solid in the
fridge. So make your mayo ahead of time, cover and chill it for best
consistency.
Use
within two days for best taste.
Makes
about 3/4 cup.
Tahini Sesame free substitute
2½
cups roasted sunflower seeds
¾ cup extra virgin olive oil
Supplies
measuring
cups
food processor
baking sheet (if you need to roast your
sunflower seeds)
Prep
If
your sunflower seeds are not roasted, place them on a baking sheet in
a preheated 350° F degree oven and toast, stirring frequently, for
about 5-10 minutes. Do not let them brown. Allow to
completely cool before proceeding.
Directions
Place
sunflower seeds and olive oil in food processor. Blend until
smooth. You’re looking for a thick, pourable consistency.
If you need to add more olive oil, add it slowly by drizzling it into
the mix while it is blending the ingredients.
Makes 2 cups
Once I make this I will adjust the recipe as needed.